taking a break

These last couple weeks into a month I have taken a break from writing.  Call it writers block, lack of momentum.  Getting rejected from agents and publishers can put a real strain on your thinking and you will to ignore.  I have been stuck in this rut for a while now, and I can tell you, it sucks.  I'm trying really hard to get out of the funk, but no matter what I do, it doesn't go away.  Ugh, why is it so hard to get the thought of doubt out of your head?  Maybe because, I am not able to do what I have always dreamed of.  I live a moderately normal life, working at a 9-5 that gives me no real satisfaction, but pays the bills; mostly.  I go home and think about all the things I want to do and accomplish; start a blog, live the FIRE life (Financial Independence Retire Early) that I constantly read about.  Maybe one day.