coming together

It's hard to imagine that it has been about a year that I started the process of self-publishing.  I didn't realize how much went into the whole thing that I really wasn't prepared.  All I wanted was to get my first novel out; be done with the stress and celebrate that I actually did it.  It's been over twenty that I wrote it.  I didn't really understand the time and effort it takes into publishing a book.  I have a remarkable team, that I wouldn't know what to do without them; to be honest, I would have given up.  I have thrown around the idea of restarting my newsletter; its been awhile.  I have never really been the best at using my time wisely.  I notice that I am not the most consistent writer on my own blog.  I mean to do better; now that its getting ever so closer.  I constantly have ideas running in my head for other books, so of course that takes up some time as well.  I believe it is just the motivation  I feel like it has taken so long to get my book where it is, that I fall into my comfort zone that I will eventually write on my blog about it.  What's the rush?  Well, times wasting and I need to change my way of doing things.