Moment of truth

The second draft of the book has been sent to my editors.  I am excited, yet nervous.  I am starting to see that this has become a reality; its starting to sink in.  I finds myself thinking "I hope it makes more sense", "I hope it sounds better", "I hope this is it."  There are so many things that go through your mind when you are writing your first book.  You want to make sure it is perfect.  News flash, it will never be.  Even after it publishes, sells millions of copies, there will always be something you wish you did different.  The only thing to do know, wait.  It's daunting, frustrating, exciting all at the same time.  I want to move on and start writing the next book in the series (I have already started), but I am afraid that if I do, I might jinx myself and the first book will never get off the ground.  Get your head out of the negative view of your passions and just keep going.